After scanning over my latests posts here and seeing the lack of comments, which I completely understand since they would not seem interesting to any one -not even me-, I have come to realize one thing. Sadly, I only feel the need to come to blogger and write when I am sad, troubled, anxious, nervous, lonely or depressed. That is when I make posts that might seem interesting to some extend. The rest of the time I just feel obliged to make a posts in order to feel like an active blogger -which I'm not.  As a result my posts are full of empty statements and facts from my daily life that no one cares to read.

So today, as urged as I might feel to talk about how my weekend was (travelled to paris with the swim team, was really scared at first and nervous, slowly gained confidence, had a great time, made friends and went to disneyland) I will avoid referring to anything uninteresting.  (unless talking about avoiding to talk about  uninteresting stuff is itself uninteresting)

Anyways, I had my first guitar lesson today. This is worth mentioning because it made extremely happy. It has boosted up my self esteem and I feel more powerful now. The reason is partly because my teacher is really nice and taught me a lot of things but mostly because I was talking to him in french the whole time and was able to understand everything he said. Being able to fluently speak french has been one of my goals for a since I was 10 (now I'm 15) and having achieved it I feel happier than I've ever been in the past few weeks.

So now I'll go practice my guitar.



“Music gives a soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination
and life to everything.”
― Plato