Can't smile, can't laugh, can't shout...

-awes at her ability to create a dramatic title-

     Apart from a series of horrible events that happened to me today, the real reason for the title is
because my orthodontist made me wear elastics on my braces. Elastics are tiny white rubber bands that you have to put zig-zag on the left and right sides of your mouth on the braces in order to make your mouth close properly -I think. But in fact, they just unable you from speaking clearly cause you can only open your mouth for half a centimeter. >.<
    Trying to see the positive side of these horrible little rubbers I realized that it's an awesome excuse for being myself. It is an excuse not to smile all the time, not to laugh at things that aren't worth laughing at and to speak quietly. I love speaking quietly or even not speaking at all, it seems so much more relaxing and peaceful.
      I remember when I was in kindergarden and I was terrified of all the other kids because they kept screaming all the time. Then I would just start crying and step out of the classroom. I could sit for hours alone in the corridors just to avoid being in that room full of screaming children. Reading my description now brings a sad image of me in my mind but in fact I was quite happy then. I wish I could do the same thing now. I wish I could just walk out of the class and just sit alone in the corridors without getting in trouble. Yes, I would be a weirdo if I did that... but oh well indifference can be useful sometimes.

  

Ignorance or indefference ?

     As my mum was driving us home from the movie store, a flashback from a comic book came to my mind through a bizarre series of thoughts that I was developing for no apparent reason other than to keep busy but as a result to make me depressed. -run-on sentence right there- I thought of a quote I'de found very remarkable in a philosophical but humorous comic book by graphic novel author from my magnificent country. So in the comic book there are two cats and given the literary device of personification, they can speak. The first one is a very intellectual and sophisticated type who cares about subjects such as poetry and world salvation, to the contrary the second cat is the "I don't give a fuck about anything" type. So one day the first cat asks the second cat, "Do you act like this because of ignorance or because of indifference?" and the second one answers, "I don't know and I don't care!!!"
     Why am I randomly mentioning this now? Well given the quote I started wondering why people in my school act the way they act? Why does my ex act as if he doesn't care about anything, although I know he is a considerate person? Why do I walk the corridors with the motto "I don't give a fuck" in my mind while I am neither ignorant nor indifferent? What do you think?

Hello World

-music: on- Alright! Let's do this!

      Hello world, I believe I ought to give you a real introduction about me and about what this blog is going to be about. (Not that I have exactly decided on the topic) I must apologize if you find the previous post a bit vague; my friend and I might have been high. -JK! we were just very hyper. Anyways, basically I started this blog hoping I will for once be able to write down my feelings and be able to see the world more clearly and from a humorous point of view. Since I was little I have many times tried to keep a diary and always gave up after a while, so perhaps if I see people corresponding to this blog I'll keep it up this time. Therefore, yes, you got it right, I'll be blogging about my life but also about whatever I find interesting in the world. Also, I will probably be relating everything to some sort of philosophical theme.
     In order to for my future stories to make sense, I need to explain my life situation right now and a bit of my past. Hmm, that is going to be difficult. Currently, my life is basically a mess; there are so many things going on and my feelings are a blur. School, exams, prom, friends, real friends, fake friends, ex-boyfriend, current boyfriend, family. *Sighs* I just can't wait for the school year to be over and leave for the summer. My past, yes, before I moved in this country my life was perfectly balanced and I was a very happy little teenage girl.
-what? okok...- I'm sorry, I need to go now. Going shopping for a prom dress! I shall be back to finish writing this later.

Forward!!!!!!! ..*trips and falls on face*

Alright! This is the first post!
Dear bloggers.. I do not know how to start this nor can I spell!
so I am just quoting my friend here :) Who will create her own blog in like 5 minutes!
Excuse me I must go blow my nose. -she wrote that not meee-
So if u read my profile.. Im a girl living in the middle of nowhere...
And dear people you are welcome to follow this awesome blog!

Oh, she insists that I give you more info about me. (note: I love you, spell check)
So yeah, I listen to music... and I watch movies!!!
I'm a huuuuuuuuge fan of SCORPIONS! Awesomest band ever! I love you!
and I watch all types of movies except gangster movies... >.>
I love Pirates of the Caribbean and Johnny Depp <3

-Good now?
-Can't you add any pictures?
-Fiiiiiiine!!!



There you go :)
<-- He is very hot.